Winnie-the-Pooh by A. A. Milne

Although Winnie himself first appears in the Milne’s poetry collection When You Were Very Young, this book is really the first outing for Pooh and his friends. I absolutely loved it too. While I find that some children’s literature that tries to be whimsical fails to truly capture my imagination, that was not the case at all for this book – I was completely charmed throughout.

There’s not that much of an overall story to the book, but each chapter gives you an adventure (or misadventure) in the lives of Pooh, Christopher Robin, Piglet, Rabbit, and the rest of the animals in Hundred Acre Wood. Sometimes these are just light-hearted silly things like Pooh getting stuck in a rabbit hole, but other times there are slightly more tense situations, like when the woods are flooded during storm.

Regardless of what’s happening at any point in the book, each time I read any of it, it was like a trip to a world that I liked to exist in. The illustrations by E. H. Shepard which appear throughout the book really reinforced this too, with delightfully charming scenes showing Rabbit’s underground home, or the characters having fun together in a clearing in the woods.

What I admired the most about this book was that I felt it had perfectly captured two aspects of childhood. On the one hand, it’s all completely rooted in childhood imagination (after all, every one of the characters is based on a toy owned by the real Christopher Robin) with the ways that the characters think about the world mirroring the mindsets of the youngest children – but it also captures that carefree feeling that you have when you’re very young. The way they fill their days captures how it felt to have what seemed like an infinite period of time to yourself over the summer holiday,

Although it’s simple in a lot of ways, there’s very little that I could say against this book. It’s one of the best things that I’ve read in a while and is a wonderfully beautiful piece of writing. It even addresses Pooh’s name changing from Edward to Winnie, which I appreciated since it wasn’t necessary but feeds into the authenticity of the book. I definitely recommend reading this if you like any children’s literature.

Rating: 9.1/10

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Julius Caesar by William Shakespeare

I’m sure most people have a mental image of the assassination of Julius Caesar, and I don’t think that it would be quite as well known as it is without this Shakespeare play. I imagined that that scene would be the grand finale of the play, but as it happens, it actually occurs around the middle, so Julius Caesar himself is actually dead for quite a lot of the play that is named after him.

What I quite enjoyed about this play was that it had political commentary that I found to be quite entertaining in a way that I don’t often feel Shakespearean stuff is. Specifically I’m talking about a scene where, just after Caesar is murdered, Brutus delivers a speech to explain how he and his co-conspirators justified the assassination, which gets all the common people on his side, only for Mark Anthony to give a speech immediately afterwards that explains why he thinks it was awful – which then prompts the general public to then find the assassination abhorrent. It gave me a good laugh.

Also, as much as I did not think that Caesar himself was a sympathetic character, I do find his line of “Et tu, Brutus?” (translated, that means “you too, Brutus?”) which he says just before being killed, when he notices that his friend Brutus is among the assassins, quite moving. It seems there’s a good chance that Shakespeare just took this quote from another source (and I suppose it’s possible that it came from history) but I thought there was something kind of profoundly sad about that and it stuck with me

I have to admit though, that I did start to find the story a little less interesting as it went on. I was invested at the start, and when Caesar is killed, and then when the public are being told how to feel about it – but the political upheaval that follows his death wasn’t quite as engaging for me as the first half of the story. It wasn’t awful by any means, but it did feel like the main thing I was reading the play for had already happened.

All things considered though, this is definitely one of the better Shakespeare plays that I have read and one that I definitely recommend if you’re interested in the Roman Empire, or want to read more of Shakespeare’s historicals.

Rating: 7.8/10

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By the Shores of Silver Lake by Laura Ingalls Wilder

While all of the previous Little House books (other than Farmer Boy) had quite an innocent element of childhood wonder to them, it’s in this, the fifth book, that reality hits home in a pretty major and sad way. Right at the start, we find that Mary has gone blind since the end of the last book (just as she did in real life) – and there’s one other development that I won’t spoil, but which I found to be pretty heart-breaking.

What I enjoyed most about this book was it’s focus on Charles’ time working as a bookkeeper for a railroad company. Not only was the insight into the way work was structured and jobs completed back then all pretty fascinating to me, but what was most interest was reading about the very tense situations that Charles ended up getting into. It was much darker than anything that happens in the previous book and shines a light on the difficulties that someone might face as a bookkeeper – even though you might have assumed that would be a relatively safe job.

As with many of the books in this series, there’s a really beautiful description of one of the family’s Christmases. They’re all a little bit different, but what each of the books’ Christmases have in common is that they perfectly sentimental and festive. I intentionally always read these books at Christmastime because of how great these segments are, and I was not disappointed.

At the end of the book, you get to read about a happier time for the Ingalls family, which is fortunate, as it would probably have been too bleak if it hadn’t – and I appreciate that Laura Ingalls Wilder could only write about what actually happened in her life without deviating from reality too much. On a similar note, I find Caroline increasingly negative, offering comments about practically everything that rarely seems agreeable – but though it is annoying, I guess that’s just what she was like.

While for me, the first book is my favourite and none of the others have ever come close, if you liked all the first four, you’ll most likely enjoy the fifth as well. Meanwhile, it’s advantage over the third book (Little House on the Prairie) is that it doesn’t lean too closely into any uncomfortable attitudes about the indigenous peoples of America. I’m pleased that the feeling of childlike wonder isn’t lost altogether (as it is in Farmer Boy) but it’s a decidedly more sombre read. This isn’t bad, it just captures another aspect of life, but it is a noticeable change. All in all, I was still quite happy with it.

Rating: 8.1/10

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Around the World in Eighty Days by Jules Verne

This is one of those novels that everybody has heard of, but I have to be honest and say that before reading it recently, I didn’t really have any idea about what the storyline was. Yes, I knew it was a story of a trip around the world, but I didn’t know the context of that trip – as it turns out, it’s essentially just that an eccentric rich man decides to make a bet with some of his rich friends that he’d be able to make such a journey in that timespan. It’s fun and it’s silly, but I really quite enjoyed the journey.

Phileas Fogg himself was probably my favourite thing about the book. He’s kind of ridiculous in a way, but that makes him quite funny and endearing. He’s completely unflappable, and even though he continuously encounters serious hurdles and dangers on his journey, he always manages to find a solution – and usually one that involves spending enormous amounts of money. I reckon some readers might find his arrogance kind of annoying, but I loved him and thought he was great.

Along the way, Phileas Fogg is contrasted against his employee Passepartout who kind of acts as his foil. Though he is somewhat bumbling, he very much seems as though he’s there to be a “normal person” and ensure that readers have someone they can at least partially relate to. Though you’ll probably spend a decent amount of time feeling bad for him, since Phileas is not a good boss, or you’ll be laughing at him for being kind of stupid. Two other characters join them as it goes along too, and I found them both pretty likeable.

Another big appeal is that it really goes into a lot of detail about how somebody could have realistically made the journey it describes at the time that Jules Verne was writing. It also kind of reads a little like a piece of travel writing, with a lot of information about where the characters go. I found this all pretty interesting and I appreciated the fact that Jules Verne was able to insert random information that he knows in a way that was not boring (unlike, for instance, Victor Hugo, with his shoe-horned essays).

In the earlier parts of the novel, I had the impression that it was a little too pro-colonialism – although by the time I get to the end of the novel, I came away thinking that it was actually quite progressive in a number of ways. It all relates to instances that I can’t mention without spoiling some major plot developments, but generally, it did a few things that I’m sure certain readers would criticise as “woke” if they were included in a modern piece of media.

Altogether, this short and enjoyable read. The story was engaging and ranged from being pretty funny at times, to genuinely quite intense. The idea that inspired the story is quite an interesting one, and the cast of characters are all pretty likeable.

Rating: 8.2/10

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Crossroads of Twilight by Robert Jordan

After reading the previous novel, Winter’s Heart, I found myself starting to get a little burnt out on The Wheel of Time. It just felt like nothing especially interesting had happened in a long time, and while the story was stagnating, Robert Jordan seemed to be taking every opportunity he could to have the women getting naked together and the men complaining about how hard it is to understand women. Don’t get me wrong, I still enjoyed the books because they were comfortable and familiar and I was invested in the characters, but it was starting to feel somewhat aimless.

Fortunately, this novel felt a little more interesting – even if the ending of the previous novel, and its implications, were barley explored. There was a lot of Aes Sedai focus, and a look at the ongoing struggles between the two factions. The end of it made me roll my eyes a little (primarily because it felt kind of repetitive), but I still look forward to seeing what comes of it and the political nuance of the Aes Sedai is easily the most interesting thing in the whole series for me. It feels true to life, and in kind of a sad way.

Speaking of interesting politics, I also quite enjoyed Elayne’s portion of the story. The consolidation of her power is equally difficult and believable and with her pregnancy in the mixture as well, it all felt like her story was moving forward quite nicely. Perrin also ends up becoming even more of a monster than he was, and Mat spends time with the woman he believes he’s destined to marry, but their storylines aren’t quite so interesting to me.

I think it says a lot that I find Wheel of Time reviews especially hard to write – for a longer book like this, I should have lots of points to discuss, but there’s often not a huge amount that happens, and events of one book often aren’t hugely distinct from events of another. I’m kind of pleased that I’m getting closer to the end, but it does also speak to the quality of the books that I am still going and want to find out what happens. Crossroads of Twilight, at very least, feels like it is moving the plot towards that conclusion, and I appreciate it for that.

Rating: 7.1/10

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Chavs by Owen Jones

In the UK, there’s an enormous distance between the working class and the wealthiest members of society – this is even more true now than when this book was written in 2011, but everything Owen Jones wrote over a decade ago is still very insightful and valid to this day.

This book helped me to realise something that I had never considered before – demonisation and prejudice against the working class is considered much more acceptable than any other form of discrimination. It provides countless examples of politicians and public figures saying some pretty hateful things about the least fortunate members of society, and highlights that if similar remarks had been made against women, or people of minority ethnic backgrounds, they’d likely have received at least some negative backlash (though increasingly less so these days), but when it’s aimed at poorer people, they essentially get a free pass.

This problem extends into the media at large and the book is filled with examples of lies or misrepresented truths which have been used to make working class people look bad or to feed into the myth that they deserve to be poor. Then when this narrative becomes accepted by ordinary people, they end up voting for political parties which act against their interest and want to cut support for initiatives that support the working class. People end up thinking that there are other, bad working class people who are different from them, ignoring the fact that they are all unified by the fact that they are suffering from the austerity measures put in place by governments who are afraid to properly tax the wealthiest 1% of society.

Even as somebody who is relatively will informed about this subject already, I found it very insightful. I, for instance, had never really thought too much about the cultural ramifications of characters like Vicky Pollard and Lauren Cooper in Little Britain and The Catherine Tate Show respectively – to me they’ve always just been ridiculous characters that are far removed from reality. However, Owen Jones rightly points out that they are rooted in the “chav” stereotype and ultimately feed into to this widespread demonisation of working class people.

What was especially eye-opening was that it showed how politicians, even Labour politicians who are supposed to be aligned with the working class, have come out with some really horrible remarks and faced no consequence. It’s quite depressing stuff, but I think it’s something that everybody should read, because it’s important that everyone is aware of this problem.

Rating: 8.2/10

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A Psalm for the Wild-Built by Becky Chambers

This book was bought for me by a friend of mine last year as she thought it was something I’d quite like – it turns out, she was absolutely right. A Psalm for the Wild-Built is a story about a monk and a robot who become friends – and that’s essentially it, but I feel like it also provides a wonderful perspective on the world.

Dex, a monk, finds that they are increasingly unfulfilled with their life in the city, as they feel disconnected from nature, and so they head out into the countryside in order to literally “touch grass” as people say, and reconnect with the world. Once they reach a more rural locale, they adopt a cosy lifestyle, travelling around and serving tea to people as part of a religious practise, but still they don’t quite feel comfortable and content with their life.

This is when they meet Mosscap, a robot. This is quite significant in the context of its world, because within the setting, robots have not interacted with human beings for generations. After they collectively gained sentience, they decided that they no longer wanted to live amongst humans and their artificial constructs, and instead chose to live in the wilderness, as they’d never really been exposed to the nature before. I loved this concept and thought it was a wonderfully unique approach to artificial intelligence.

Dex is a somewhat cynical person and struggles to find a sense of purpose in life. Mosscap, on the other hand, seems to be completely at peace and accepts its place in the universe (‘it’ by the way, is Mosscap’s preferred pronoun, and is unperturbed by the idea that it is a ‘thing’) and while Dex is initially irritated by its presence, over time, a bond grows between them and it’s a journey I was glad to be along for.

It’s a cosy, low-stakes novel about a person learning to become more comfortable with themselves. I won’t spoil how it ends, but Dex’s revelations are the kinds of things that I feel like would help quite a lot of people I know, or at least help them feel valdated. I also really appreciated its perspective on humanity’s position in the natural world, as I thought it was very comforting and agreeable. It was very different to any other sci-fi novel I’ve read before, but in the best of ways. Its optimism and positive values are particularly refreshing in the modern state of the world.

Rating: 8.9/10

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Henry V by William Shakespeare

I’d had a copy of this play for sometime, and recently I finally got around to reading it. Although I was aware of the Henry IV plays that preceded it, I didn’t really realise that they (and also Richard II) set up a lot of the events in this play, and so I was essentially starting a series with the fourth and final instalment. Nonetheless, this wasn’t apparent as I started reading (which speaks to its strengths) and I suppose to some extent, you’re always starting a story in the middle whenever you read something that’s based on real history.

I’ve often been averse to starting Shakespearean histories, as I’ve been worried that they might be a little too dry for me – and of course, I know that he was always writing to reinforce the version of history that was most favourable to Elizabeth I. However, when I finally got around to reading it, I found that my concerns were totally misplaced. I enjoyed this story quite a lot, to the extent that I’d say that it was one of the better Shakespeare plays that I’ve read so far.

The story is relatively simple: amidst growing tensions, Henry V grapples with the idea of invading France. In the end he does so, and there’s a lot of drama around the war (of course). Nonetheless, and despite the obvious pro-English bias, I actually found myself feeling pretty invested in this story. I think it as just a classic case of the writing being top notch, and if something is well written, I sincerely believe that anything can be engaging.

Speaking of the quality of the writing, “Once more unto the breach” has its origins in this play, which is pretty cool, and “band of brothers” also appears to have come from here too. As someone who always enjoys learning the etymology of words and phrases, this is something I always like about reading Shakespeare.

Also, while it deals with a lot of historic figures, Shakespeare still has a little bit of fun, as he always does. The characters Pistol, Nym, and Bardolph all stood out to me as particularly endearing, and they also happen to be unique Shakespearean characters. These soldiers add a element of comedy to the play, as they’re all quite ridiculous in one way or another and contrast nicely against the dramatic speeches about war and whatnot.

As I write this review, I find it genuinely difficult to put my finger on exactly what it was I liked about it. In the end, I think it’s just a fantastic combination of good writing with interesting characters. If, like me, you might have overlooked this for fear of Shakespearean histories being too dry, I strong recommend giving it a go.

Rating: 8/10

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Goosebumps: Welcome to Dead House by R. L. Stine

Other than having a few very vague (but fond) memories of the Goosebumps TV series, it was a franchise I’d never really gotten into that much. Recently, I finally decided to start reading the books, starting with the first in the sixty-two-book-long series. I really wasn’t sure what to expect, as I find that some books written for a younger audience don’t quite have any appeal to me as an adult – but this was not one of those books.

The story follows a pair of siblings named Josh and Amanda who move into a new house with their parents after their father inherits it unexpectedly. This new house is creepy and unsettling to them and before long they start seeing what seem to be ghosts. Nothing seems quite right about the whole thing, and they try to figure out what’s going on, while integrating with the local kids – but there’s something a bit off about them as well.

I won’t say any more, as it’s the kind of story where it’s fun to figure out what’s going on as you read through. What I will say though is that I really liked the type of horror that you get in this novel. Yes, on the one hand, other than a relatively unique twist, the story in general relies on a lot of horror tropes and clichés – but sometimes it’s nice to enjoy a familiar type of horror. I found it familiarly spooky in the same way that I get a good feeling from Halloween decorations. No, it wasn’t new, but I didn’t need it to be. It pressed a lot of the right buttons, and it did so very well.

Having said that, I wouldn’t want to imply that there’s no substance to this story. Though never too intense because of its young audience, some bits are genuinely pretty distressing or even disturbing. In many ways, I think that it’s target audience helps with the horror, because it can’t rely on extreme gore and violence to drive up the horror, as some other authors do, causing R. L. Stine to find more creative ways to give readers the spooks.

It’s a really short book, so not much of a time investment, but it speaks to its quality that it was able to leave such an impression in that time. If you’re a horror fan in particular, or just happen to like YA fiction, then I definitely recommend Welcome to Dead House.

Rating: 8.5/10

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How to build a life

Although I am usually very conscious of when things happened, I was quite surprised when I saw Facebook saying that a status I wrote in 2015 was ten years ago. Of course, I shouldn’t be surprised at it, because it’s obvious, but it feels especially strange to look back at that year, because it felt very much like I was in a kind of ‘future’ year – not because it’s literally the year of the future in Back to the Future Part 2, but because I felt disconnected from what I felt was the ‘main’ part of my life, and that I was just withering away in a weird ‘future’ year.

In early 2014, I was very happy indeed as I was doing well at university and had cultivated a decent circle of close friends. Sadly, upon leaving university it was a lot harder to find work as a writer than I had anticipated, so I had no money at all – I even had to go to the Job Centre each week, losing money every time because they never factored in that I had to pay a bus fare to get there. Many of my closest university friends were no longer around anyway and most school friends had long-since moved, so even if I could afford to visit friends (which I couldn’t) I’d still have had a mostly empty social life. After going for months and months with so little social interaction, I’d almost started to think that I had lost the ability to make friends – or even that I was mistaken in the belief that I ever might have had it before. By 2015, I felt worn thin, and the death of the old family dog didn’t make things any easier.

However, while that was easily the lowest point of my life, in retrospect I can see that it was the year in which unknowingly I planted the seeds for the life I have now. If I wanted to be hyperbolic, I could say that it all stemmed from me writing a blog post titled Trusty Water Bottle. It’s a slightly silly piece of writing, but one that reflected my wistfulness at the time – I talk about how my Trusty Water Bottle (the very bottle this blog is named after) was a constant friend, and at least I still had it, even if my friends moved away. It was intentionally kind of funny, and as it happens, the boss at a writing job that I applied for happened to think the same thing (specifically bringing it up as a good piece of writing in my interview) and I ended up getting the job.

That felt like a pretty cool development. I was working full-time as a writer and that was validating. The pay was extremely low and I was still very lonely, but it was a step in the right direction – and actually, that little extra bit of money made it possible for me to start re-building a life for myself to some extent. Now that I could afford to see friends, it was time to re-connect with people who had been very important to me during my school days. Prior to that, I’d always been a bit anxious that people from the past wouldn’t be happy to hear from me, but at that point, I didn’t think I had much to lose.

The two people that I reached out to during that time were my friends Hayley and Ben. Both had been among my very best friends a few years previously, and the dinners I had with them were lovely – two of the highlights of the year. I started to feel like I was myself again to some extent, rather than some kind of husk, and it was nice to see that they seemed to enjoy reuniting with me as much as I enjoyed reuniting with them. Today, the pair of them make up one of the corner stones of my social life, and I’ll see both of them several times throughout the year, so I’m very glad I decided to reach back out to them, as the current landscape of my life would be a little sadder without them.

As the Christmas season approached, I knew that my fixed-term job would likely not last much longer, but I was determined to enjoy the festivities while I could and I’d worry about being back to square one later. One of the thing I decided to do was to book a trip to London to pay a visit to my friend Mairi.

I had an absolutely delightful time when I did. Mairi and I visited Winter Wonderland and had dinner in a delicious Nando’s. Once again, I felt like I was re-connecting with who I’d been before when I went to see Mairi – and funnily enough, as we’d started out as internet friends seven years earlier, it as actually only the sixth time that we’d spent any time together. I think this fact fed into it being a particularly healing experience for me though. We had fun, joked around, and talked somewhat deeply about life in a comfortable and familiar way. During that time, I felt valued and appreciated. I thought, if I can maintain such a strong connection with a person I’ve only seen face to face a handful of times, then perhaps I shouldn’t be so pessimistic about my chances of forming meaningful friendships again in the future?

Around the same time, I also got myself another writing job. Turns out it was kind of rubbish, but it was as stepping stone alone the way, and as it happens, it was in this job that I met somebody named Sarah. I didn’t know it then, but in the years that followed, she’d quickly cement herself as one of the greatest friends I’d ever have and is literally responsible for my continued presence in the world after driving me to the hospital in 2020.

I had another delightful couple of days with two Christmas meals that I arranged, both of which gave me a chance to reunite with several old friends, including many who didn’t live in the area anymore. Perhaps most notably, my good friend Eilidh came along after I’d been semi-estranged from her for most of 2014 and 2015. It was delightful to see her again – and today we’re in our sixth consecutive year of living together, so that worked out well.

Between Christmas and New Year, I went to visit Oscar (one of the very best friends I’d made in university) in Bristol. At this point, I feel like it’s worth mentioning that Oscar and also dear old Chloe were the two most consistent friends I had at that point and though I could barely afford to see anyone, if I did, it would be with either or both of them and I was and am very grateful for that. Through Chloe, I even got to consolidate a solid relationship with her partner Liam – and he’s the one who bought me the domain of this website!

After having a day in Bristol with Oscar, I was back in Bath. It was dark and it was cold, and I had a long wait until my bus home to Corsham. I was wandering around the places I’d gone with different friends before, and thinking about how lonely it seemed now. As much as I’d had some good times over Christmas, the post-yuletide depression was kicking in and I thought I was likely to have another year of the same.

As I wandered around Bath that night, I thought to myself “Hey, maybe one day you’ll end up being friends with your colleague, Sarah, and that’ll be one more friendly face in Bath”. Looking back, that’s kind of a weird thought, because I don’t typically think that after meeting people, and I guess it was strangely cognizant too, since not only did I become very close with Sarah in 2016, but also with her partner Edward.

It’s comforting to think that even in the lowest point of my life so far, the seeds for better times ahead had been planted. Ben and Hayley were the first of many old friends that I’d re-forge my bond with in the years ahead. My first tentative writing jobs would pave the way for what’s actually been a much more lucrative career than I’d ever have imagined. Mairi gave me a revitalised sense of self-confidence, which helped me in making new friends in the years ahead, and I often think about how I randomly thought about Sarah when I was wandering around Bath that night, as it’s a warming reminder that you never know when a new person might go on to become one of the most important people in your life – meanwhile, when I look at my relationship with Eilidh at that point, and think about how I wasn’t sure that we’d even get back in touch, let alone live together one day, and it just goes to show that you never know when friendships will come back and be stronger than ever.

Ultimately, I was very lucky. Things fell into place perfectly and thanks to the love of good friends, I’m now living a life that I am perfectly happy and contented with – but I look back to 2015 and I think that it could just as easily have been the turning point that sent me down the path of becoming a mean and bitter person. I’m glad that, unbeknownst to me, the seeds of happiness were growing quite rapidly.

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